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ME Time

Is this right? I'm not excited for Christmas. Do you guys feel this too? I'm in an unconscious effort to pretend that i'm excited for the coming Christmas and New Year. I don't know how or why, but I seriously feel that I'm just pretending. I just want it to come so that I will be able to do my homeworks and i'll probably receive money from my relatives.

A Bored Kid, Definitely Me

I've been really bored these past few days. I usually switched the TV on, the PC on, sometimes even the blinking lights inside the house. I will watch them simultaneously or multi-task watching them so that I will feel busy. Do this too!

Anyway, because there's a lot of free time, there's also a lot of ME time. You get to think with yourself. You walk for thirty minutes and you contemplate where your life is heading to. Yes, I do that.

I thought about changing course and/or shifting my future profession. I probably won't succeed as a Political Science graduate. It's not the course itself but ME plus the course. Don't get me wrong, i like Political Science, I'm totally in love with it. It's just that I can't see a brighter future and my dream of studying in Harvard or LSE seem so distant.

I thought of shifting to a Management course, to Business Administration, to Accountancy, to Industrial Engineering and even to Computer Science.

My mom used to tease me about my course and my future profession. She always dismissed my course as something that is irrelevant and unimportant. Maybe she is right. "Bakit hindi ka mag-Accountancy?" ika nga.

I've had Accountancy/Bookkeeping/Management subjects in Manila Science HS. I enjoyed the subject and even like it. I got good grades too. We also have Computer Science subjects from First Year to Fourth Year. It was enlightening and fun. I had fun playing with Turbo C++. Today, I even do programming assignments of my brother who is taking up Computer Science. I shared a secret but unnoticeable bond with the syntaxes.

This will all pass. Most of my thoughts usually just come and go. There's no way this thing will stay in mind. Hello? Accountancy=MATH! Computer Science=MATH! My mind drifts away from anything that has Math in it. I'm anemic to Mathematics. And I think, that is the only thing that will stop me from shifting to Accountancy or Computer Science.

Mathematics, you're effing epic.

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